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meet my lil angel JOHN AQUIM CASTILLO-EUSEBIO… Delivered normal May 08, 2012, 2:55 am… no words can explain the feelings upon seeing him and holding him for the first time.. can’t wait to see him grow and play with him.. for now we will enjoy each and every moment with him being a baby.. i love him so much!

it was actually September of last year when me and my husband Randee Eusebio found out that i’m pregnant.. as i remember as the red line in the test kit turns into two i have no reaction at all it feels like i was only dreaming and will soon wake up.. i didn’t even inform randee about the result coz i want him to find it himself.

it was still very fresh in my mind.. of how my husband have reacted to that situation.. he said nothing and did nothing.. all i saw was a huge smile on his face that lasted for 5minutes and so..

maybe after a week that is when it finally hit my mind and the entire me… that im pregnant and will be a mother soon.. after my first prenatal check that is when i really felt something i can’t explain upon hearing my lil baby’s heartbeat i was so overjoyed!

the entire pregnancy period was not that easy as i thought.. my first trimester was the hardest part of it.. instead of gaining weight (which means my baby is developing already and gaining his own weight) i was loosing weight and that scares us… i was too sensitive to in terms of everything i think.. (sensitive on the things that i will eat.. things that i smell and most of all sensitive of one’s action and words).

im on my final stage now… a month from now i will eventually be a mother and im so excited…  afraid somehow…

i will be a good mother… a friend for him… he can always count on me and i assure him of that… my baby JOHN AQUIM CASTILLO-EUSEBIO! i can’t wait to see you! i love u baby… 

A+ for this!

A+ for this!

sigh! inlove much daw!

sigh! inlove much daw!

how would you handle two people who catches your heart?! hmmm…. anu nga kia?! hehehehe… hirap noh!

love chills so much!!!! new found friends and drinkin atmosphere! i super love it!

love chills so much!!!! new found friends and drinkin atmosphere! i super love it!

new found home!

i miss tumblr so much! 

i rarely post messages in every account i have! and when i did i really mean it!